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the dirty laundry maestro nisa. nissy. nise almost 19. highly blondish. slightly contemplative. acute chocoholicitis. swears by retail therapy. never resists cute shoes.
the delicates nana maria lydia jelly aish victoria elson starfish
soaps and suds
matt nathanson
matt wertz
the dave matthews band
jack johnson
o.a.r
this day and age
the animators
tinymixedtapes
purevolume
one tree hill
greys anatomy
survivor
cnn international
international herald tribune
abercrombie&fitch
the gap
banana republic
threadless
bustedtees
disclaimer: the sole purpose of this space is to serve as an avenue for the DLM to put to words what goes on in her head, her heart, her soul - not for you to judge or diss. save your angst for someone who will actually give a damn. karma's a bitch and she bites in the ass.
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
chances are
in so many ways, i'm a little stronger, a little better, a little less bitter, so much so i can be the friend you want me, need me to be.
but conversations with you are slightly awkward nowadays, i must say - to pretend it's okay, we're okay. it starts off well, we're laughing, and it feels comfortable again. but really, the ease is flitting, because it fizzles off towards the end, and it leaves me so cold i swear i'll catch a chill.
you say you miss me, but its not the same way i do you. but we both know love isn't even on the cards - its not even at the back of your mind.
it's strange how things change, but not me wanting you so desperately.
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argh. i want to rip my throat out. 11:00 PM
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in the wash
current favourites
earcandy
 twentythree places matt wertz
guiltiest pleasures
 rowntree's jelly tots
yummaperfection
 jake gyllenhaal
 michael copon
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