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the dirty laundry maestro
nisa. nissy. nise
almost 19.
highly blondish.
slightly contemplative.
acute chocoholicitis.
swears by retail therapy.
never resists cute shoes.
the delicates
nana
maria
lydia
jelly
aish
victoria
elson
starfish
soaps and suds
matt nathanson
matt wertz
the dave matthews band
jack johnson
o.a.r
this day and age
the animators
tinymixedtapes
purevolume
one tree hill
greys anatomy
survivor
cnn international
international herald tribune
abercrombie&fitch
the gap
banana republic
threadless
bustedtees
disclaimer: the sole purpose of this space is to serve as an avenue for the DLM to put to words what goes on in her head, her heart, her soul - not for you to judge or diss. save your angst for someone who will actually give a damn. karma's a bitch and she bites in the ass.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
burn for you
it's been a flurry of phonecalls, texts and instant messages the past 2 days. they're all the same how-did-you-do?, congratulations!, where you going? - all in the same sequence, all answered with the same "i got b-b-c, thank you, and uni Y."
then there's silence on the other line, a pause, a heartbeat, then, why not uni X!? why uni Y!?
inwardly i say, why the hell not.
it's fine that other people say it, it is. but it sucks when people you think would trust you to be able to make your own decision tell you the same thing, that you have to think about being "practical" and "apply to the real world" and question not only the vibes and the chills you get from stepping onto its grounds, but the integrity of an up-and-coming university that's been known for its hands-on approach, its appeal to creativity.
you already decided for me 6 years ago, and again, 2 years ago.
it's my turn.
perhaps i'm just misdirecting anger.
perhaps i'm just having pms. (oh the perks of being a girl!)
perhaps i'm tired from the full day i had at work and tuition.
whatever it was, it was discouraging, and of all the people in the world, you should know how that feels.
9:49 PM
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in the wash
current favourites
earcandy
twentythree places
matt wertz
guiltiest pleasures
rowntree's
jelly tots
yummaperfection
jake gyllenhaal
michael copon
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