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the dirty laundry maestro
nisa. nissy. nise
almost 19.
highly blondish.
slightly contemplative.
acute chocoholicitis.
swears by retail therapy.
never resists cute shoes.

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nana
maria
lydia
jelly
aish
victoria
elson
starfish

soaps and suds
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matt wertz
the dave matthews band
jack johnson
o.a.r
this day and age
the animators
tinymixedtapes
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one tree hill
greys anatomy
survivor

cnn international
international herald tribune

abercrombie&fitch
the gap
banana republic
threadless
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  Friday, March 03, 2006

dirty little secrets

:) backstreet boys, cookie dough and whipped cream make nisa a happy girl.

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today, i found out that my brother has a girlfriend - okay not found out, confirmed that he has a girlfriend, and that he's already had his first kiss. in fact, he kisses the girl every morning in class before school starts. their song is tiger lily by mbr, she calls him khaiyuuu (kinda rhymes with the sound i made before i retched), they text each other non-stop and my brother tags muaks* on her tagboard every night. and my sister? she's got guys my age going after her.

great.

my brother the hot jock on campus.
my sister the hot girl every other guy wants to date.

my fate is freaking sealed - give me ten years, and i'll be the bitter, lonely cat lady who leaves 2 floors above you.

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reading that back - hahaha. perhaps i've already achieved the bitter part.

but seriously, i know i should be all bigsister-ish, and tell my brother it's wrong; that he's hardly 14, that he'll have time for all of this later on in life, that he should enjoy being a kid first and all the cliche bullsteamydoodoo that i'd been fed with.

i know if the parental unit hear about this, they'll go ballistic - my dad especially coz it's happening right under his nose, them being in the same school and all, but i'll keep this to myself (and blogsphere now, it seems. heh) and let him make the mistake, if it is one. alright, maybe i'll intervene when he starts asking me for my id to buy condoms (crude, but true), but honestly, he'll never learn how much love can hurt if he was reined; he needs to feel the rush and the inevitable fall for himself too. what i tell him is secondperson - love is subjective and it's never the same for any two people. besides, i have his back if he falls backwards.

i only hope he knows.

11:53 PM

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twentythree places
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